looking for the cure.

ugh. i am sick sick sick. all of my friends were sick a week or two ago and now i got it.

fuck this. it sucks. i woke up with half a voice this morning. however, i love loosing my voice i think it sounds awesome! but my cousin heard me and turned into supermom. she put drugs in my hand told me to lay back down and go to sleep rather than getting up to go to class. did i mention that i love her?

so tonight i watched:
my blueberry nights
the royal tenenbaums
dazed and confused
21

my blueberry nights was awful. i had such high hopes for it but it sucked. it had too many short little plots that weren't developed and you didn't even have time to like the characters.


the royal tenenbaums was amazing. i had seen parts of it before and it was even better than i remember. i love love love gwyneth paltrow in this movie.



dazed and confused i had seen before. AMAZING stuff. i wish my high school was like that (sorta). that movie portrays it so much cooler than it actually was. which is probably why i love the movie.

21. seen it several times, it's on now as background noise. GREAT movie. winner winner chicken dinner.

going to bed now, let's kick this colds ass.

twenty8twelve.

i love this collection. i'm not crazy about some of the prints but the basic styles... :)
i especially love the outfit on the left.

i need to go thrifting NOW!! haha

7 deadly sins.

you know... i have no other desire more than the want to get my body in shape. i hate being "chubby". but i can't commit to acting on these wishes. i am lazy. i hate that.

i need to feel inspired. i'm SO not inspired here. in this little room. with my friends i love so so so much but have barely anything in common with. i want it to be summer...SO BADLY.

since i'm too embarrassed to talk about some of my issues with my friends, i should really see a shrink. AND i could get free counseling because of school. i really should do it.

now listening to: matt nathanson

peanut butter + banana.

i cleaned today. i did half of my laundry because i couldn't possibly have the energy to do the other half. oh and went to psychology. we talked about personality, which is my FAVE!
i can't wait for warm weather this cold shit sucks. i can't wait to take walks and photos with kari. :) it is now what i'm looking forward to most.

oh and seeing the whigs a possible 3 times in 3 days. :)

also, i'm in the midst of planning my 20th (joint) birthday extravaganza.

hopeful for tomorrow.

today i watched Pillow Talk, starring doris day. it was pretty entertaining. it was pretty risque for a movie made in the 50s which was awesome! haha there were several 'laugh out loud' moments. it had some of the great qualities of another amazing older movie, Mclintock!, starring John Wayne and Maureen O'Hara. i love that movie. i love john wayne. it's fricken hilarious. i want to see more classic movies.


And I am *not* intoxicated... yet!
-G.W. McLintock

i'm going to start working out again tomorrow. the last 2 weeks i slacked. i hope it's nice weather tomorrow, i want to take some pictures.

sans hangover.

so Friday the 13th was fun.

tara, kevin, audrey, avery & i went down to IU for the night. went to a party where we met up with some people i went to high school with. even ran into my little brother's best friend, weird. i was having fun because i had gotten the perfect drunk-where i was carefree, happy, laughing, hugging, etc. :) unfortunately all of this was ruined when my little brother's best friend called tara (who he had been flirting with all night) a slut for kissing some guy.
...really?!!!?! are we 13?
he is a senior in high school, young, yes, but no excuse. stupid little boy.

so she got really upset because he was telling everyone that she was a slut (and the fact that she was very drunk didn't help). so i consoled her outside for a while. i had just come inside when one the kids that lived there appeared and said, laughing hysterically, "OH MY GOSH, COME HERE!" i followed him downstairs to see this same stupid little boy passed out in a pool of his own vomit. the guys thought it was funny but i have this mom thing about me where i worry about everything. i instantly sobered up (fuck!) and tediously dragged him into the bathroom. he was only semi-conscious and convulsing. stupid boy. his breathing was fine though so i gave him water and a blanket and pointed him towards the toilet. he could speak and i wasn't happy with him so that was good enough for me. i spent the rest of the night taking care of him, tara, and kevin until he (kevin) abandoned me because he wanted to go see his ex-girlfriend's apartment. he told me he'd be back really soon because he had to "look out" for tara and i. he didn't come back until this morning, that fuck-tard.
i slept little. trying to keep the asshole of a little boy away from my friend.
oh yeah, also i was awakened by a bunch of people coming into the house at 6am yelling "HOOHOO HOOSIERS, HOO HOO HOOSIERS!" they soon settled down and went downstairs to pass out. however 2 hours later they stormed upstairs yelling about wanting more to drink and then left. wow.

on another note, i did like the atmosphere of IU better than Purdue. and when we went out to eat this afternoon...bloomington just seems so cool. maybe i should hang around downtown lafayette some more, that should make me feel better.

then again, maybe i did go to the wrong school...

...the beginning.

i don't have a very exciting life but i really want to try to keep this up.

i'm going to try and write reviews and journal entries whenever possible.

right now i'm on a high from kings of leon winning a grammy. it's crazy/weird that they've gotten so big. :\ i don't really like it. whatever. if they make good music i will be a fan, if they start making shitty music, i will grow to dislike them. that is that.