brand new.

my cousin, Lesley, had her baby today. :) it's a boy named Jack Paul.
the last name brings it together but ...you know.

i'm excited. he is #4 of the next generation of my family. (weird, i feel so old.) poor mackenzie is the only girl still but i'm sure that will change eventually.

SURPRISE!

last night billy's best friend, laura, and i threw a surprise party for billy! it was awesome, she had NO idea. grrrreat. i messed up though, i forgot to inform a friend of the time schedule and she texted me asking me what was up 2 minutes before billy got there. i felt so bad and she was PISSED at me. when i said i'm sorry she said "yeah whatever". oooops. anyways, we had a band which was awesome, unfortunately the neighbors would only let us play til 9pm. LAMMMMMMMME. it's fucking grand prix weekend bitches, lighten up! anyway the band was pretty good, they have baby taste in music though. they like stuff like blink 182 and good charlotte. but that's what i liked before kari introduced me to the really good stuff, so i think i'm gonna make them a CD. because they have promise, they played "song 2" by blur. AMAZING SONG.


i need to do laundry. seriously. and shower, and brush my teeth. yuck.

summer is going to fucking rock. (except the working part.) kari just informed me of a formation of a new band. she said she got herself a drummer and a bassist and they are practicing every weekend. i'm so stoked to see this! i'm gonna have so much fun with aimee, andrea, eddie and peter too. i can't waaaaait.

13 days until summer. :)

sighs. moans. groans.

me=depressed.
this is how i feel exactly.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/7522177@N02/439711591/sizes/o/

my debit card number was stolen. my friends hate each other, some of them hate me at the moment. i miss my mommy. i want be having fun right now. my throat is starting to tickle. my nose is itchy. i'm sick of fucking school. i just want to go home.

i kind of just want to cry. but the tears won't come as steady as i want them too.

i am also PMSing.

candy day.

easter was soooo much fun. i had to be an adult which wasn't as much fun as being the kid but oh well. elizabeth and i were the first to arrive. then my grandparents and brother, sans dad, guess he had to work. then my pregnant cousin, lesley, and her husband, tod. elizabeth (my cousin), joe (my brother), and i got to hide the easter eggs which was just as fun as finding them. then my cousin, kathryn, her 2 kids, mackenzie (6) and alex (4), my cousin, greg, his fiancee, jen, and her son, logan (5) came. when i saw them coming up the drive i went to the door and kenzie's face was priceless, maybe she didn't know i was coming, she goes "RACHEL!" and jumped into my arms. All 3 of the little ones came in running and screaming "i saw an egg! i saw an egg!" i told them that i didn't see any eggs and that they were crazy. we ate yummmmmmmy food. i watched kenzie jump rope for a while. then alex and logan played cars in the front yard so i was watching all 3 kids at once. agh! haha it was getting chilly outside. finally, the easter egg hunt began! there were 60 eggs, 20 for each! (GEEEZ) once you got 20 you were done, too fair. haha i had kept one in the pocket of my dress, which took them forever to figure out. i guess logan won, since he found them all first. fun talks came later. it was a good day with family. :)

boooooyah!

I'M GETTING A NEW PHONE! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

http://www.wireless.att.com/cell-phone-service/cell-phone-details/?device=Pantech+Matrix+-+Navy+Blue&q_sku=sku3020343

so excited.

la la la.

i'm so fucking bored right now.

i'm eating because i'm bored. the worst habit in the entire world.

except for heroin, i suppose...

pogo.

i am rocking word whomp right now! YES!

i love hanging out at my aunt's house. she is hilarious and super cool except i will not have a political conversation with her. i will not. i can't wait for easter. it's gonna be funny.

i'm in the process of trying to write a really good song. (lyrically) and when i get home aimee and i are going to get together and write some music. she texted me the other day saying "i wrote a song, come home and write me music!" :) haha

i need to find boy. it's been 2 weeks since i met him and i have not run into him again! damn large campuses. i am starting to feel like a creep. :\

maybe more later.

partying with the devil.

i didn't fail my exams! YAY! :) i got a high B on the psych one (2% away from an A, fuck.) and i don't know about the political science one yet. i have a stats homework i need to be doing right now. :\

i didn't get to go see the whigs friday. i was depressed.

instead, i sat at a friends kitchen table and had the funniest conversation that went from twilight (i loathe it) to sex to religion to heaven and hell to drunkeness back to sex to threesomes with brothers (ew) to kings of leon to my depression and back to heaven and hell.
at least that's the most of it.

only one april fool's prank was played on me. my brother called me and told me that when he turned 18 (which is coming soon) that he was getting the promotion that i have unfairly been cheated out of for two years now. i immediately called his bluff but he denied the fact that he was joking. i even talked to my mother but she said she had no idea, he told her the same thing. (that little fucker.) i called him out so many times and when i finally started yelling at him he goes "rachel, rachel, rachel! APRIL FOOL'S! hahahaha i got you!!!!!" i almost hung up the phone but instead i just told him that i didn't deserve that. haha
that little motherfucker. i will get him back one day.

speaking of the devil...the new kings "song" fucking sucks. maybe it's a joke? ha!