bullshit.

i wish all friends could be good friends.

see, i have this friend (taylor) that has a boyfriend of 1 year. he's pretty cool, i don't want to see him all day, everyday (he's a hardcore republican) but i can surely stand him and he's super nice to me. her roommate (courtney) HATES him. always has. so she started going over to his dorm everyday instead of staying at ours. it has now turned into her leaving here ASAP and not coming home until 9-10 at night. she goes to bed by 11-12, not like me who is up until 2. and on the weekends she never comes home. so i get to hang out with her for an hour, maybe two, a day...and she lives DOWN THE HALL. she is over there 10 hours every single day! ridiculous much?
okay, so that sucks, and we've been around and around with this all semester and she doesn't speak to us about the situation in person, always over text or im. but my birthday is thursday and teece's is tomorrow. we are celebrating both on friday night. so i tell tay the plan: eating at windsor (girls only) at 5, getting ready, hookah!, spanish frat (i know...we'll see...) and she says "i'll have to pass on hookah and the frat" i ask "why?" she says "hookah makes me sick and i don't wanna go to a frat" so i say "ok, are you going to stay here and hang out with me on my actual birthday?" she says "i have a test thursday night." i couldn't even think of a response so i just typed "k" and she wrote back "sorry". no attempt, whatsoever, to hang out with me. SO WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA HANG OUT WITH ME?!?!!?!?! my fucking birthday. she doesn't fucking care. fuck you.

i just want to SCREAM at her. but...if i started, she'd cry or make up some excuse.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

i dyed my hair today. YAY!


i only have 27 more hours of being a teenager. how exciting/weird.